Releasing the Pain and the Suffering of the old CycleI woke early hours of the morning with pains in my right leg. These pains are deep cellular pain. I've had them come and go for many years, probably even since I was a kid. I've learned to attribute them to ascension symptoms. They go deep into the bone and I feel they are like growing pains and today it was was just my right leg. My body begins to activate (convulse/shake) when this happens... well really just my right leg as the healing took place. I couldn't get back to sleep because the pain, which is the only way I can describe it is very loud and does not let me sleep.
Healing the Masculine Side
I believe these pains are part of that. Letting go of old memories that are buried into the bone at a cellular memory level. The work I have been doing in Egypt is connected with many past lives and many past life Soul connections. Many connections and contracts on a spiritual level are complete for many of us and we are embarking upon a new journey. We must release in order to allow for the new to come in. In fact in the last three years I've been holding on and yet trying to change direction at the same time and maybe this will also resonate with you. We must see where we need to let go of the old for the new changes to take form.
Divine Masculine trying to Step forward
The Divine Masculine is stepping forward as was felt by the pain in my legs. In fact as I write this the pains are returning but in a more subtle manner. As the evening went on I could feel as if the pain was reaching over to my left foot. The more I went into the observation the more I could feel it trying to jump to the left. It was almost as if the masculine was reaching out to the feminine just as was seen in the vision I had earlier this week when I spoke about the 24:24 Twin Flame Union Code. Now, as I write this I feel an almost equivalent sensation through both legs. It is not so much a pain today as a deep humming and energetic icy cold feeling that reminds me of the crystaline structure that we are embodying, at least that is what my Higher Self is suggesting to me. As I type the cold turns to warm or more like deep heat feeling you get when you use a sports massage cream and I know that deep healing is taking place.
Pan God of Healing PainI relaxed deeper as I knew that as I allowed myself to go deep into the feeling, it was beginning to shift and so, I observed the dance between the right leg and foot to the left foot as the energy danced between the two. On so doing, a vision appeared between my eyes of a Goat-Like man in a deep mystical forest. I knew this to be Pan.
Pan's purpose was originally that of the shepherd. He was a guardian between civilization and the wild. We can see this could symbolise the shift taking place as the divine masculine makes decisions to move from ego to higher nature.
Pan was said to visit the dreams of his followers, usually at his nap-time and was said to cure people of ailments during his nap, and to sometimes even bless them with good fortune.