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Calling in the Twin Flame
I thought it time to talk twin flames again. There is so much wanting, needing and
desperate desire to be with the twin flame all over the world. So, I thought I write from what pops through
my consciousness right now.
I’m going to talk from my experience because ultimately no
one knows anything except through their own experiences.
Way back when my awakening was nearing, I so wanted to meet
my twin flame. I put it out there, I was
separated from my husband and so for me it felt like time for what I thought
was the ultimate reunion with the twin flame. I didn’t know how
it all worked, I just thought, that’s all I wanted, not knowing I would need to
pass through some gates first of all.
So, lo and behold I called forth, let’s call him Fred
Blogs. Oh man, what a strong connection
it was with Fred, he had me the minute he drove in my driveway to drop my son
off from school. Wow! This guy was so cute, I really liked what I
saw and felt. Love at first sight! It really does happen. My juices were flowing and I could not get Fred out of my mind.
I thought I was going crazy, I had to run away. I ran away for a weekend hoping I could shake
this energetic connection. I went 5
hours north. By about 2 hours away, the
energy started to slowly let go of its tug of war on my heart n soul. I could breathe, just. Being away took my mind off things a little
which meant it was easier to handle.
But, by the time I was 2 hours back toward my home it hit me like a
thunderbolt again and there was no escape.
All going away did was occupy my mind.
We were not coming together and my energy was sending me insane. My mind, my heart, my solar plexus, totally in
chaos. Who was this guy, how on earth
was I to come together with him, I didn’t even know him. But as destiny would have it, he started to
make reasons to see me and then one day Fred asked me to dinner and then after
one night, I ran again and he also appeared to have lost interest or was scared too,
whatever. So, back to square one. I was a mess, I had no understanding of what
was happening to me. I drove my colour
therapy students crazy trying to explain to them what was happening in my
energy field and why. We used me as a
case study to work on. They would check
my energy field out and my heart would be closed. So, they open it and it would close and they
would open it and it would close. Open
shut me, open shut me. And this went on
and on. What to do, what to do? My mind was everywhere, but my mind was not
where it should be and that was on my kids.
Then one day Fred rang me and asked me to come for a walk and
so as 2 white feathers floated softly down to my feet he arrived and with my 2-year-old
we went for a walk along the river and we continued on for almost 6 years. On and off our relationship went, running and coming back, running and coming back. Moving through all the past lives we had
spent together. Clearly showing me what we had come together to resolve.
We were on, we were off and every time we were off, I was
relieved and then something would happen and bang the connection would pull me
in again.
I was sure Fred was my twin flame. During meditation, I would have visions of
two flames, male and female dancing in embrace in the heavens. I was so sure that he must be my twin flame, simply must, I wanted it, like nothing else. And then Fred betrayed me with another woman and I was sent
hurtling into the dark night of the soul.
As I climbed up out of the dark night I was given a gift, so
great that my life changed forever. I was
given connection to the ultimate twin flame, (LUXOR Light, the Alpha and the Omega), but I did not recognize that
then. Slowly, as I healed I found myself
back with Fred, tidying up residual karma.
Finishing our last chapter.
Twin Flame times Two
This connection also drove me crazy, even more crazy than the last one
because we did not meet in the physical, only once for a cup of tea. This man lived on the other side of the world
and my heart was so expanded it felt it could swallow the universe and my mind
was so awake, I was wired, wired, wired.
This connection broke my heart after the first cup of tea. I knew I would never see Joe again, but
he did not leave my thoughts, he did not leave my soul for 9 years. But, in this time, our karma came up, I did not
know what it was, but it would soar like an anger through my body, not knowing
why I could not get answers, I went around and around in circles. Then one day I had a past life reading and I
fully understood and I let go and I was free. Joe and I never had a relationship but having relationship or not does not stop
the soul striving to seek the completion it needs.
Twin Flame in Egypt
Now, again, during this time, I met another soul. And this soul had called me in. Let's call him Bill Blogs. I met Bill at the same time as Joe, but I met Bill in person when I arrived in Egypt. We met for one
brief connection in a shop not far from the Valley of the Kings. I recognized Bill and when we shook hands he recognized
me. The connection was instant. One day later an energy passed between us at
the same time that I was communicating with the Joe by email. Bill's energy anchored my energy into Egypt,
but I did not recognize why at the time.
I was still focused on Joe, who I still believed to be my twin soul.
For some months I had so many powerful synchronistic
and psychic events connected to Bill take place that would call me back to Egypt very quickly. I thought the purpose was to call me back for another chance to meet Joe.
Ten months later I returned to Egypt after having met Joe, an Englishman for a cup of tea in a far distant land in the Middle
East. I arrived into Egypt, heartbroken, knowing that was the first and last time I would see him,
but holding my heart open, when a connection began with the Bill the Egyptian. I did not recognize this connection for the
depth it was for some months. After my next trip to Egypt, I fell hook line and
sinker in love with Bill and we connected and a love story like no other I have experienced
before began to unravel. This was sweet,
I felt it was so pure. I could feel Bill's every move, I knew his every thought and he knew mine. Bill's energy would course through my body no
matter where I was in the world.
Synchronistic events would take place and I always felt he was watching
over me. I thought Bill must definitely be my twin
soul. How could I think so many were my
twin soul? But at the same time as this
connection grew deeper I was still trying to disconnect from Joe,
the karma of that connection was still unravelling. Bill knew about Joe because I was open and honest from the begining and he accepted
that I was still dealing with something. Bill and I married and I was happy. This relationship with Bill appeared to be perfect for me. I was so
committed to my work, with little time to give to a relationship and he just
fit in wherever and whenever I needed him. Bill filled the missing pieces, missing spaces and for him there were few,
because my life was already very full, but he seemed happy. But 4 years into our relationship the karma between Bill and me began to unfold and my life was shattered into a zillion billion pieces. I lost everything that holds us together in
this human life and it was a long climb out of that dark night of the soul.
Broken Hearts and Twin Flames
In the next few years to follow I lost my Mother and then my
Father and my heart could not be any more broken further surely. Dare I say, it had broken for the last
time. We never know.
And then when my heart finally healed, I reconnected with another
soul who had come to my rescue in a weird and unforeseen situation some years
before when I was going through my internal revolution with Bill, and a memory started to awaken within us. Let's call him Bob Blogs.
I’m a Pisces with a Taurus moon and Bob is a
Taurus with a Pisces moon. Exact
Opposite. My life lesson is Bob's destiny
and my destiny is Bob's life lesson. Exact
opposites again. Two sides to the
pod. I am awake Bob is not.
Why do Twin Flames come Together?
Twin Flames / Souls come together to wake each other
up. Maybe both souls need to wake up, or
maybe just one soul needs to wake up.
Either way it is about waking up.
If you are already awake and have fully embodied your divine masculine
and your divine feminine within yourself, if you have anchored your Divine on Earth, you don’t need a twin flame
to do it for you.
Twin flames come together to wake each other up, to shake
rattle and roll and show the other the absolute darkness that remains laying
deep within. They come together to get
you to recognize your own shadow, to embrace it, to love it and to finally come
into Oneness forever and into ascension.
You can go Home then, you don’t have to stay, or you can, or you don’t
have to come back, or you can. You
choose on arrival into Oneness what you wish to do. Do you wish to live in service to humanity
assisting others to wake up, so they don’t have to go through the chaos of a
twin flame relationship? You can, but
let me tell you, if you have a twin flame relationship, or if you find your
Self through other means, you still have to go through the chaos. There is no escape.
In LUXOR Light we assist you to find your Self, to anchor
the divine counterpart within yourself.
Does that rip you off from meeting your Beloved? No, because no one knows why the Beloved has
arrived and for what purpose the Beloveds have chosen to come together. But, remove the romantic notions, remove the
I have to do this or that because this is so powerful it must be my twin flame
and I must be with my twin flame. Remove
that. You do not have to be with your
Twin Flame. You have to be with your
Self/God. You have to wake up, no one can do that for you. You have to do it, you have to find your Self, not another. If you see yourself in another, then see your Self in you. When you can do this you will no longer be attached to whether you are with your twin flame or not. You will "realise" your Self and do the work you came to do.
Twin Flames Unite Us
Twin flames have a purpose to bring us into Unity Consciousness. If you have no other means to bring you into Unity Consciousness, you need your Twin Flame. If you have a vehicle to assist you, then it is not necessary. If you do meet your twin flame and you are both awake or you both awaken in the process, then the purpose is to awaken humanity. That does not mean that you go out with a banner to say you can awaken humanity. It means because both aspects/sides of your soul are now awake, this in turn helps to Awaken Humanity. Another powerful link in the collective consciousness is AWAKE!
I waited so long, 17 years with so much confusion to understand the true meaning of a twin flame or twin soul. In every step of the way, our consciousness shows us the answer we are ready for, the one that feeds the degree we are at until one day, we don't need to be fed any more. We just are. And so it is.
My Twin Flame is not Awake, this is not what my ego had considered. This was not the idealistic understanding of what my ego thought a twin flame was. But I am Awake. How he awakens is his journey. We have found each other, we live in the same community, we recognise each other. That is that and how it unfolds from there is not my little self's business...........
The Ultimate Reunion with the Twin Flame
I wanted the ultimate reunion with the twin flame. I thought the ultimate relationship was the twin flame reunion. Instead I discovered the ultimate reunion is the reunion with the Self, the reunion with God who is the Alpha and the Omega, who are the ultimate Twin Flame.
Fred helped me conquer the physical because it was a very passionate affair and it fed my desire.
Bill helped me heal my emotional body and blasted my heart throughout the universe.
Joe helped me tame my thinking mind and led me to stillness.
Bob, well Bob is helping me be fully my Self by dredging out any remaining darkness so I can forever reside with Spirit.
To heal, we draw in the very thing we need to heal and we must master it. Bless every encounter equally because they are all steps upon the ladder of consciousness and not one is above the other. Do not race, do not even care because the only desire you should have is the ultimate reunion with Self and you cannot have that by pure desire alone. Instead, enjoy the ride and share your journey with others. Dedicate your healing to the healing of Humanity. Amen!
So, I needed a relationship to help me master desire of the physical body and I needed a relationship to master my emotions/desire body and I needed a connection to help heal my crazy overthinking mind, but at the level of the spiritual, where we have mastered the physical and the desire body, mastered mind and realising Self, we don't need a relationship, we only need that which shows us that we are already whole and the ultimate reunion is already nestled in your heart with Self. At the level of the Spiritual where we are realising Self, we only need a mirror, to see the last shadows and shine the light upon them. All attachment must go, and eventually the mirror will become a bright light of true reflection of every sun of God incarnate today.
Healing the Physical, Emotional, Mental and Spiritual
Fred helped me conquer the physical because it was a very passionate affair and it fed my desire.Bill helped me heal my emotional body and blasted my heart throughout the universe.
Joe helped me tame my thinking mind and led me to stillness.
Bob, well Bob is helping me be fully my Self by dredging out any remaining darkness so I can forever reside with Spirit.
To heal, we draw in the very thing we need to heal and we must master it. Bless every encounter equally because they are all steps upon the ladder of consciousness and not one is above the other. Do not race, do not even care because the only desire you should have is the ultimate reunion with Self and you cannot have that by pure desire alone. Instead, enjoy the ride and share your journey with others. Dedicate your healing to the healing of Humanity. Amen!
So, I needed a relationship to help me master desire of the physical body and I needed a relationship to master my emotions/desire body and I needed a connection to help heal my crazy overthinking mind, but at the level of the spiritual, where we have mastered the physical and the desire body, mastered mind and realising Self, we don't need a relationship, we only need that which shows us that we are already whole and the ultimate reunion is already nestled in your heart with Self. At the level of the Spiritual where we are realising Self, we only need a mirror, to see the last shadows and shine the light upon them. All attachment must go, and eventually the mirror will become a bright light of true reflection of every sun of God incarnate today.
Be Love
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All that you've written just sits so comfortably with me as my heart recognizes this also. Thankyou for sharing so openly.
ReplyDeleteThank you Christine, for reading on the 2.5.2017 at 22:27 :)
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