Tuesday, 2 May 2017

Twin Flames Unite

Twin Flames coming together
Twin Flames Unite

Calling in the Twin Flame

I thought it time to talk twin flames again.  There is so much wanting, needing and desperate desire to be with the twin flame all over the world.  So, I thought I write from what pops through my consciousness right now.

I’m going to talk from my experience because ultimately no one knows anything except through their own experiences.

Way back when my awakening was nearing, I so wanted to meet my twin flame.  I put it out there, I was separated from my husband and so for me it felt like time for what I thought was the ultimate reunion with the twin flame.  I didn’t know how it all worked, I just thought, that’s all I wanted, not knowing I would need to pass through some gates first of all.

So, lo and behold I called forth, let’s call him Fred Blogs.  Oh man, what a strong connection it was with Fred, he had me the minute he drove in my driveway to drop my son off from school.  Wow!  This guy was so cute, I really liked what I saw and felt.  Love at first sight!  It really does happen.  My juices were flowing and I could not get Fred out of my mind.   

I thought I was going crazy, I had to run away.  I ran away for a weekend hoping I could shake this energetic connection.  I went 5 hours north.  By about 2 hours away, the energy started to slowly let go of its tug of war on my heart n soul.  I could breathe, just.  Being away took my mind off things a little which meant it was easier to handle.  But, by the time I was 2 hours back toward my home it hit me like a thunderbolt again and there was no escape.  All going away did was occupy my mind.  We were not coming together and my energy was sending me insane.  My mind, my heart, my solar plexus, totally in chaos.  Who was this guy, how on earth was I to come together with him, I didn’t even know him.  But as destiny would have it, he started to make reasons to see me and then one day Fred asked me to dinner and then after one night, I ran again and he also appeared to have lost interest or was scared too, whatever.  So, back to square one.  I was a mess, I had no understanding of what was happening to me.  I drove my colour therapy students crazy trying to explain to them what was happening in my energy field and why.  We used me as a case study to work on.  They would check my energy field out and my heart would be closed.  So, they open it and it would close and they would open it and it would close.  Open shut me, open shut me.  And this went on and on.  What to do, what to do?  My mind was everywhere, but my mind was not where it should be and that was on my kids. 

Then one day Fred rang me and asked me to come for a walk and so as 2 white feathers floated softly down to my feet he arrived and with my 2-year-old we went for a walk along the river and we continued on for almost 6 years.  On and off our relationship went, running and coming back, running and coming back.  Moving through all the past lives we had spent together. Clearly showing me what we had come together to resolve.

We were on, we were off and every time we were off, I was relieved and then something would happen and bang the connection would pull me in again.

I was sure Fred was my twin flame.  During meditation, I would have visions of two flames, male and female dancing in embrace in the heavens.  I was so sure that he must be my twin flame, simply must, I wanted it, like nothing else.  And then Fred betrayed me with another woman and I was sent hurtling into the dark night of the soul. 

As I climbed up out of the dark night I was given a gift, so great that my life changed forever.  I was given connection to the ultimate twin flame, (LUXOR Light, the Alpha and the Omega), but I did not recognize that then.  Slowly, as I healed I found myself back with Fred, tidying up residual karma.  Finishing our last chapter.

Twin Flame times Two

 In one of our off moments, between me and Fred, I was hit again by another soul; lets call him Joe Blogs.  I met Joe on a travel forum just before I was to travel to Egypt.  Now this was very confusing.  While the first man, Fred had came into my heart and stirred me on all levels,  especially with physical passion, but also emotional and sometimes the mental, this soul connected with me on the mental plane.  And once again, the crazy began.  I was going insane, I could not sleep, Joe would wake me up with his thoughts and he plagued my mind 24 hours a day.  I knew his thoughts, he knew my thoughts and so I assumed he must be my twin flame.  

This connection also drove me crazy, even more crazy than the last one because we did not meet in the physical, only once for a cup of tea.  This man lived on the other side of the world and my heart was so expanded it felt it could swallow the universe and my mind was so awake, I was wired, wired, wired.   This connection broke my heart after the first cup of tea.  I knew I would never see Joe again, but he did not leave my thoughts, he did not leave my soul for 9 years.  But, in this time, our karma came up, I did not know what it was, but it would soar like an anger through my body, not knowing why I could not get answers, I went around and around in circles.  Then one day I had a past life reading and I fully understood and I let go and I was free.  Joe and I never had a relationship but having relationship or not does not stop the soul striving to seek the completion it needs.

Twin Flame in Egypt

Now, again, during this time, I met another soul.  And this soul had called me in.  Let's call him Bill Blogs.  I met Bill at the same time as Joe, but I met Bill in person when I arrived in Egypt.  We met for one brief connection in a shop not far from the Valley of the Kings.  I recognized Bill and when we shook hands he recognized me.  The connection was instant.  One day later an energy passed between us at the same time that I was communicating with the Joe by email.  Bill's energy anchored my energy into Egypt, but I did not recognize why at the time.  I was still focused on Joe, who I still believed to be my twin soul.  

For some months I had so many powerful synchronistic and psychic events connected to Bill take place that would call me back to Egypt very quickly.  I thought the purpose was to call me back for another chance to meet Joe.

Ten months later I returned to Egypt after having met Joe, an Englishman for a cup of tea in a far distant land in the Middle East.  I arrived into Egypt, heartbroken, knowing that was the first and last time I would see him, but holding my heart open, when a connection began with the  Bill the Egyptian.  I did not recognize this connection for the depth it was for some months.  After my next trip to Egypt, I fell hook line and sinker in love with Bill and we connected and a love story like no other I have experienced before began to unravel.  This was sweet, I felt it was so pure.  I could feel Bill's every move, I knew his every thought and he knew mine.  Bill's energy would course through my body no matter where I was in the world.  Synchronistic events would take place and I always felt he was watching over me.  I thought Bill must definitely be my twin soul.  How could I think so many were my twin soul?  But at the same time as this connection grew deeper I was still trying to disconnect from Joe, the karma of that connection was still unravelling.  Bill knew about Joe because I was open and honest from the begining and he accepted that I was still dealing with something.  Bill and I married and I was happy.  This relationship with Bill appeared to be perfect for me.  I was so committed to my work, with little time to give to a relationship and he just fit in wherever and whenever I needed him.  Bill filled the missing pieces, missing spaces and for him there were few, because my life was already very full, but he seemed happy.  But 4 years into our relationship the karma between Bill and me began to unfold and my life was shattered into a zillion billion pieces.  I lost everything that holds us together in this human life and it was a long climb out of that dark night of the soul.

Broken Hearts and Twin Flames

In the next few years to follow I lost my Mother and then my Father and my heart could not be any more broken further surely.  Dare I say, it had broken for the last time.  We never know.

And then when my heart finally healed, I reconnected with another soul who had come to my rescue in a weird and unforeseen situation some years before when I was going through my internal revolution with Bill, and a memory started to awaken within us.  Let's call him Bob Blogs.  

I’m a Pisces with a Taurus moon and Bob is a Taurus with a Pisces moon.  Exact Opposite.  My life lesson is Bob's destiny and my destiny is Bob's life lesson.  Exact opposites again.  Two sides to the pod.  I am awake Bob is not. 

Why do Twin Flames come Together?

Twin Flames / Souls come together to wake each other up.  Maybe both souls need to wake up, or maybe just one soul needs to wake up.  Either way it is about waking up.  If you are already awake and have fully embodied your divine masculine and your divine feminine within yourself, if you have anchored your Divine on Earth, you don’t need a twin flame to do it for you. 

Twin flames come together to wake each other up, to shake rattle and roll and show the other the absolute darkness that remains laying deep within.  They come together to get you to recognize your own shadow, to embrace it, to love it and to finally come into Oneness forever and into ascension.  You can go Home then, you don’t have to stay, or you can, or you don’t have to come back, or you can.  You choose on arrival into Oneness what you wish to do.  Do you wish to live in service to humanity assisting others to wake up, so they don’t have to go through the chaos of a twin flame relationship?  You can, but let me tell you, if you have a twin flame relationship, or if you find your Self through other means, you still have to go through the chaos.  There is no escape.


In LUXOR Light we assist you to find your Self, to anchor the divine counterpart within yourself.  Does that rip you off from meeting your Beloved?  No, because no one knows why the Beloved has arrived and for what purpose the Beloveds have chosen to come together.  But, remove the romantic notions, remove the I have to do this or that because this is so powerful it must be my twin flame and I must be with my twin flame.  Remove that.  You do not have to be with your Twin Flame.  You have to be with your Self/God.  You have to wake up, no one can do that for you.  You have to do it, you have to find your Self, not another.  If you see yourself in another, then see your Self in you.  When you can do this you will no longer be attached to whether you are with your twin flame or not.  You will "realise" your Self and do the work you came to do.

Twin Flames Unite Us

Twin flames have a purpose to bring us into Unity Consciousness.  If you have no other means to bring you into Unity Consciousness, you need your Twin Flame.  If you have a vehicle to assist you, then it is not necessary.  If you do meet your twin flame and you are both awake or you both awaken in the process, then the purpose is to awaken humanity.  That does not mean that you go out with a banner to say you can awaken humanity.  It means because both aspects/sides of your soul are now awake, this in turn helps to Awaken Humanity.  Another powerful link in the collective consciousness is AWAKE!

I waited so long, 17 years with so much confusion to understand the true meaning of a twin flame or twin soul.  In every step of the way, our consciousness shows us the answer we are ready for, the one that feeds the degree we are at until one day, we don't need to be fed any more.  We just are.  And so it is.

My Twin Flame is not Awake, this is not what my ego had considered.  This was not the idealistic understanding of what my ego thought a twin flame was.  But I am Awake.  How he awakens is his journey.  We have found each other, we live in the same community, we recognise each other.  That is that and how it unfolds from there is not my little self's business...........

The Ultimate Reunion with the Twin Flame

I wanted the ultimate reunion with the twin flame.  I thought the ultimate relationship was the twin flame reunion.  Instead I discovered the ultimate reunion is the reunion with the Self, the reunion with God who is the Alpha and the Omega, who are the ultimate Twin Flame.


Healing the Physical, Emotional, Mental and Spiritual

Fred helped me conquer the physical because it was a very passionate affair and it fed my desire.
Bill helped me heal my emotional body and blasted my heart throughout the universe.
Joe helped me tame my thinking mind and led me to stillness.
Bob, well Bob is helping me be fully my Self by dredging out any remaining darkness so I can forever reside with Spirit.

To heal, we draw in the very thing we need to heal and we must master it.  Bless every encounter equally because they are all steps upon the ladder of consciousness and not one is above the other.  Do not race, do not even care because the only desire you should have is the ultimate reunion with Self and you cannot have that by pure desire alone.  Instead, enjoy the ride and share your journey with others.  Dedicate your healing to the healing of Humanity.  Amen!

So, I needed a relationship to help me master desire of the physical body and I needed a relationship to master my emotions/desire body and I needed a connection to help heal my crazy overthinking mind, but at the level of the spiritual, where we have mastered the physical and the desire body, mastered mind and realising Self, we don't need a relationship, we only need that which shows us that we are already whole and the ultimate reunion is already nestled in your heart with Self.  At the level of the Spiritual where we are realising Self, we only need a mirror, to see the last shadows and shine the light upon them.  All attachment must go, and eventually the mirror will become a bright light of true reflection of every sun of God incarnate today.

Be Love

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